to wait for the phone to shake, or a kiss to descent -
and resist the urge to breathe by convincing myself that I will be able to withstand the pressure just a little longer; that the time to kick just slightly and bring myself back to water surface will come soon.
One day, while she was drinking some water from her glass, she thought, "what if this glass I am drinking from is cracked?Will water leak from the crack? Will the glass cut my lips?" As usual, she tried to think of some meaning out of a situation like that. She keeps thinking about it, then thinking about it becomes the meaning she was originally looking for.